My small world

You are in my dreams

For u P@ri — Sat, 16 Oct 2010 23:26:47 +0000

Hey pari…..So u decided that you will never let me alone. I just wake up from sleep. I had a dream about you . I saw you waiting for me for meals. I also saw you calling me and asking me what to order.

Why is this happening to me. Why do u alway come in my dreams even though our relationship is part of history. I am completely helpless. I need something that don’t exist now.

Please God….help me to forget my lost hope.

Tu Jaane Na

For u P@ri — Mon, 11 Oct 2010 04:45:06 +0000

Kaise batayein

Kyun tujhko chahe
Yaara batha na paayein
Baatein dil o ki
Dekho jo baki
Aake tujhe samjhaein
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na

Hmm milke bhi, hum na mile
Tumse na jaane kyun, milo ke,
Hai phasle tumse na jaane kyun
Anjaane, hai silsile
Tum se na jaane kyun, sapne hai
Palko tale tum se na jaane kyunnnnnn…

Kaise batayein
Kyun tujhko chahe
Yaara batha na paayein
(aaa…aaa…(indicine.com))
Baatein dil o ki
Dekho jo baki
Aake tujhe samjhaein
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na

Aaaa aaaaa aaa
Nigahon mein dehko
Meri jo hai bas gaya aa
Woh hai milta tumse hubahoo
Ooohhooo..
Jaane teri aankhein
Kiya baatein ki vajah…
Huye tum jo dil ki aarzoo
Tum paas ho ke bhi
Tum aas ho ke bhi
Ehsaas ho ke bhi
Apne nahin aise hai
Hum ko gile
Tumse na jaane kyun, milo ke
Hai phasle tumse na jaane kyun ooonnn….
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na

Ooo jaane na jaane na jaane na
Aaaaaaa aaa… tu jaane na
Khayalon mein lakhon baatein,
Yun toh keh gayaaaa..
Bola kuch na tere saamne
Oooo… huye na begaane bhi
Tum hoke aur ke
Dekho tum na mere hi bane
Aafsos hota hai, dil bhi yeh rotha hai
Sapne (indicine.com) sanjotha hai, pagla hua soche ye
Hum the mile tum se na jaane kyun
Milo ke, hai phasle tumse na jaane kyun
Anjaane, hai silsile
Tum se na jaane kyun, sapne hai
Palko tale tum se na jaane kyunnnnnn…
Hooooohh…

Kaise batayein
Kyun tujhko chahe
Yaara batha na paayein
Baatein dil o ki
Dekho jo baki
Aake tujhe samjhaein
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na

Tu jaane naaaa… tu jaane naa

Your memory

For u P@ri — Mon, 11 Oct 2010 04:34:24 +0000

There are very few memories in life that stays with us wherever we go.We never need to think about those memories as they always stayed at the top of mind. These memories can really be very helpful, if we understand how we can use it for our advantage.

Losing you was one such memory that always stayed with me. whatever I do, wherever i go, you always kept at the top of my mind.It was so difficult for me to just imagine that your presence in my life is just in the form of memories. With Time, i started to learn with these memories . Your thought is an internal strength for me. I want to achive success in my life and you are the motivation that drives me everyday.Thinking about you every moment is like a continuous food for my soul .

Thank God, for giving me patience to keep your memory always inside my mind

Tu jaaney na

For u P@ri — Fri, 01 Oct 2010 23:59:48 +0000

http://www.youtube.com/v/pdJkblOv7Io?fs=1&hl=en_US

…….Eid Mubarak pari

For u P@ri — Sat, 11 Sep 2010 11:23:58 +0000

Eid Mubarak pari……..

I tried hard to talk to you today, but wasn’t able to do as my concious don’t want to bring sadness in your life again. I agree that i always make you sad and let happiness go away from you.However i never intend that.

I miss you every moment of my life. Your presence is everywhere in my life. Please be happy s that means a lot for me.

Once again sorry for responding to your call and I hope you will understand and forgive me.

Bye Pari……..

missing perk and monaco

For u P@ri — Thu, 09 Sep 2010 21:16:45 +0000

hey…pari just thought about you….sometimes old memories keep knocking the mind again and again.

what happening these days….very busy with your work seems……

hw is lyfe going on..any new things that you thought about life..may be a new job…be happy whatever you do in lyfe..

There is something new in my lyfe which i want to share with you.

I finally accepted a lonliness as my destiny..i started living my lonely lyfe happily now. Now i will spent my lyfe for some cause may be for somebody who needs help. i had already lived my lyfe may be not so happily but i will bring happiness on other face.

Pray for me…….

Bye pari…..missing ur perk and monaco

DESTINY OR HOPE

For u P@ri — Wed, 01 Sep 2010 05:58:21 +0000

We all sometimes face the biggest dilemma of life. We sometimes need to make a choice between Destiny or hope. Often when something unexpected happens in our lives, we tend to take it as destiny, but still within our heart, we keep that hope that otherwise will happen. That impossible hope gives that one moment to us that let us to see the other aspect of life. Destiny is from nature but hope is from within. We should never let that hope to go away from us as I personally believe that continuous hope can change the destiny..

I hope to see you again once in my lifetime even though our destiny will never let us to meet again…

Bye Pari…..keep that hope..

why am I so concerned these days

For u P@ri — Tue, 31 Aug 2010 03:05:59 +0000

Good morning Pari….From few days now i don’t know why i became so much concerned about you again.I don’t know why, but i always see you very sad in my dreams . I can see that smiling face missing when you come in my dreams.

Please let me know is everything Ok in your life. I hope this is just a dream which is not reality. Your happiness means a lot for me. I can do anything for your happiness.

I have never tried to find my happiness when we were together. Your smiling face was automatically making my mood happy even though Personally I was not happy…I don’t know why but this is fact.

Please do take care of your health as I know you are going through lot of stress because of Job. I am sure that you will go through this phase of life smoothly and will fly high in the sky.

From the last few days , i was not feeling well as i had a severe eye infection. My eyes were completely swallow and was feeling lot of pain. So i got lot of time to remain alone. I think about those days when you were prescribing me what need to done . I really miss you..as you were the only one with whom i could have share my pain.

I am sorry as i didn’t respond to your call.These are small sacrifices which I need to give for the larger cause. Hope you understand that..

Hi pari

For u P@ri — Thu, 26 Aug 2010 00:50:32 +0000

Today was very terrible day for me. I just got a news from my dad that my very close friend died in kashmir. He was beaten to death by forces …I feel in complete lost.

Don’t know what is the future of kashmir ..Why is indian forces killing people there. Are we really bad people. Do we hurt indians. Since you have been with me for a very long time . Do you also think that we are very dangerous.

We always try to live a normal life..A very peaceful life. But still we are getting beaten up. India thinks we support pakistan but that is not true. We hate both countries now. Pakistani are sending terrorists into kashmir then india is sending forces ..All are hurting the kashmiri people. We have completely lost our identity now. Everybody says that kashmir is ours but nobody asks us what we want…

Oh God..Keep my family safe…I fear for worse

Pari…A message for you

For u P@ri — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 10:14:55 +0000

Pari……Hope you are doing good. Just want to let you know that today i was awarded in my office as best performer . I wish you could have been there with me.

As i was getting awarded by my boss, i heard your voice telling me that ” This is just a beginning , i need to achieve more ” I don’t know why at that moment i heard your voice but that is true. Earlier I thought, i only remeber you when I am sad but now i realise that you are my inspiration.

There is this hope insides me that somewhere far away you will be thinking about me. You will have concern about my life. Today I promise that I will always try me best to do good in my life as that might give you happiness later.

Listen, Don’t think that this will happen only in my life, You have to reach great heights also.Its my dream to see you happy….

Anyways..thanks for the time to read this message.Pari…